Sunday, September 28, 2014

Gods Greatest Gifts

Dogs
Adrenaline
Shampoo
Shamoo
Girls
Deodorant
Water
Music
Tape
Pictures
Food
Winter
Spring 
Summer 
Fall
Pen Names
Skype
Love
 |-/
Tears
Smiles
2 hands
Pain Killers
ADHD
Dancing
Paper
Airplanes
Paper Airplanes
Good Teachers
Will Smith
Good
Evil
Choice
Bricks

But Mostly 

Family and Friends

Saturday, September 27, 2014

These Bricks are Heavy

I've been carrying these bricks for a while

I can't find a good place to put them 

I don't want someone else to find them and pick them up

Because these bricks are heavy

I remember when I found them

They looked so nice
different colors
different shapes

they told me that these bricks were beautiful
but none of that matters because my back is breaking from all that "beauty"
I find a cliff and dump the bag
I look out and see others
dumping their bricks
I see the smiles on their faces

I see their backs straighten up

I see them glow

Together we fly off to places unknown

We see the people on the ground, bags over shoulders

Why can't they fly?

What's weighing them down?

Sunday, September 21, 2014

5 more minutes

I wish I had 5  more minutes with my brothers before they left for 2 years

I wish I had 5 more minutes to tell her how sorry I am

I wish I had 5 more minutes so that I could get that kiss

I wish I had 5 more minutes with my dog before he died

I wish he had 5 more minutes with his father before he died

I wish there were 5 more minutes of A1

I wish there were 5 less minutes of A2

I wish I had 5 more minutes before I had to tell her goodbye

I wish I had 5 more minutes to write this post

I wish I had 5 more minutes to figure out how precious time is.

Love is Like...

Love is like a good song


 Fast and Slow, Loud and Soft.  3rds and 4ths and minor 5ths

But whenever a good song comes about there are always those that hate.  They are the disturbers of harmony

 

Love is like broken glass


You can try to piece it back together using tape and glue, which may not always work

Or you melt all the pieces down to create something entirely new


Love is like the wind


You can't see it but you can feel it

It pushes and pushes, and sometimes pulls, until you are to weak to fight against it



Love is the other side of a barbed wire fence


You see the fence, you see the other world

You just have to decide if that world is worth the pain


 

Love is like that scab you can't stop picking


Even though it hurts you keep scratching and it keeps bleeding but you still do it over and over again

WHY?



Love is big and small, red and blue, dark and light

Love is apples and oranges


Love is and always will be.



Sunday, September 14, 2014

My Bucketlist

Here is short list of things I plan to do before I die

  • Kiss a girl
  • Get in a fight


  • Meet  the real Tyler Joseph |-/
  • Learn to Play Drums
  • Tell my brother that I love him
  • Become a teacher 
  • Save someone
  • Climb Mount Everest 
  • Skydive
  • See the northern lights
  • Outlive my brother
  • Not cry at the end of Click
  • Cry at the end of The Notebook
  • Be in a movie with Will Smith
  • Scare someone so bad that they pee themselves
  • Make someone laugh so hard that they pee themselves
  • Be part of a flash mob
  • Become a Con Man
  • Go swimming with an expensive suit on
  • Con someone into giving me an expensive suit
  • Read the Terms and Conditions of something
  • Get a tattoo of something inspiring
  • Laser the tattoo off when my parents find out
  • Hire Shamoo to leap over me and my wife when we get married
  •  Ride Shamoo
  • Die riding Shamoo

Human?

What does it mean to be Human?

The Dictionary gives an awful example

Human: of, pertaining to, characteristic of, or having the nature of people: 

An antonym for Human is Immortal

Are you immortal? Am I immortal?

I guess we will just have to wait and see

Because who knows when our final moment will be

It could be 10 years, 10 minutes, some of us may only have a few seconds.  And we all know those people that aren't immortal because a stone with their name inscribed on it gives us that gentle reminder that we are all fragile

But I'm not wasting my time, I don't wear a watch because whenever I see a clock I see every second of my life floating off the clock and into the sky, out of reach

I know that I'm human because I like to imagine being more then human, doing something that no other human can because being human is over rated, do something more with your life

Help those that can't help themselves, find fun when it seems that there is none.  Make something that forces people to wonder,

"What can I do that nobodies done."

 

Sunday, September 7, 2014

Shout Outs

Shout out to the trees, and the bees. For being part of the system that gives us that life giving oxygen

Shout out to those people who know the difference between YOU and ME

Shout out to the rest of the people that forget your name and are to shy to ask you for it again

Shout out to the light.  No shout out to the dark

Shout out to the people that care and care and care even when you don't

Shout out to good people that keep this world spinning on and on

Shout out to Peter Pan and the Lost Boys, you won't be lost forever

Shout out to diversity and the people that are ok with change

Shout out to the single mother with 3 jobs and 7 kids

Shout out to minorities

Shout out to the girls that have never been asked to a school dance

Shout out to condoms, thank you for keeping stupid people from having children

Shout out to those that make it their life goal to inspire others

One last Shout out people who smile despite all the pain